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Dear Whoever You Are,

My friend told me that I should talk to you when I'm alone. Though, my parents always remind me to go to you every Sunday and me and my mom always fight every time. In the end, I always go to your house forced and I don't listen. Now, I'm gonna talk to you in form of a letter.

After 1 year and 4 months, my ex girlfriend left me. The last words she muttered was "To never bother her again" and somehow after a few days I didn't feel any emotions. But now that it's been a month, I miss her. I miss her so much that I'm desperate in moving on because it hurts everyday seeing her happy without me.

I don't know how things ended but I wish it didn't. I should've held her tighter and now I regret everything. But I can't go back... I need to walk away even though it hurts. I need to accept that she's gone.

I also need Your guidance for her sake. I want you to take care of her and always make sure that the next person that she will love will be better than me. Make sure that the next person that will love her will give her the things that I lacked during the time that we're together. I want you to make her happy because I know for a fact that I'll only move if she's happier than me.

I love talking to you. I'll write to you soon... I'm hoping everyday I can write to you.

Love,
El