I talked with my friends the past week They said that I should break up with her and I should forget about her. They said that she’s materialistic and doesnt value me as much as I value her. I didn’t listen to them because I know her better than them. They only see what the wanted to see but I saw her vulnerable and I saw her strong. I saw that she loved me more than I did…. And I was stupid enough to let her go just like that without a fight.
I just miss her. I miss how we used to talk everyday. She was my daily routine. I talk to her in the morning and the night. Now, she’s gone. She's gone just like that. It took me one month to realize that no matter how long you've been with someone or how many memories you've made with them, they can still leave you in a blink of an eye. They can drop everything in a snap because their feelings can change. There was one point in our relationship that I planned my future with her. 3 kids, a really big house, 5 cars and a Lamborghini in the garage. But no matter how planned your plan is, they can still leave you just like that.
I’m hoping that I can move on soon and I know that You will help me. I just need to accept things by venting them out. I just need You.
Love,
El
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