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Dear Who Ever You Are,

It's 3 am and I want you to know what I want her to know.

I still love you. I still need you to finish our future: I need you to finish our studies together, I need to have a humongous house with you, I need to travel the world with you, I need you to be with me as we raise our future kids side by side, and I need you to be with me until we grow old . I can't remember how our fight started but now I know that I should've fought for you. I should've asked you to stay. I should've held you tighter. How can I stop loving you if you're part of the future that I want? How can I create a more beautiful future without you? I still love you... Even though you don't love me anymore. That's why I want you to be happy even if I'm not part of your life anymore.

Who Ever You Are, I'm slowly accepting that she's gone. Let Your will be done.

Love,
El